New mission...

Hey lovely's! Hope your all well!
Ive had a new mission for myself since i last blogged. Some of you may be shocked with what I'm about to say, others may not even care but I'm going to share it with you all :)

Since year 9 at school, i have in fact smoked. This is due to being so stressed with family illnesses starting back then, and i guess i just carried on as i believe it helped me through the bad times! As most of you are aware i lost my Dad last year through bone & lung cancer, so i defo shouldn't smoke! I carried on smoking to try to ease the pain and my nerves but obviously it is just in my head that 'fags' help me feel better!

Anyway on Tuesday the 8th November, i decided to quit! No reason behind it other than i need to and i shouldn't even smoke! I just woke up and said to myself, I'm fed up of wasting over £6 a time to smoke, its horrible and i don't need to do it... and now here we are, Monday night... Almost tuesday! It has been a whole week tomorrow! Im really proud of myself for finally doing it!

I hate seeing people smoke, especially girls. It looks and smells horrible! Im sad that it has taken me until now to finally quit but better late than never ay?

So thats my secret, and my new mission... Feel free to give me some support as i fear i will need all the encouragement i can get as it gets harder!

Lots of love
xx